Merp

Been sick since thanksgiving. I finally have energy again. But my chest hurts so much from coughing so much. Work is stressing me out. Everyone is so stressed. All working agents each other. It's making me sick. I finally snapped last night. One person Is trying so hard and stressed but they keep coming arcorss as pissed off with me. I just wanna go in work and go home. I just wanna be left alone. So when they got mad and raised there voice and said mean things when I asked a question. After they left I freaked out had an anxiety attack started shaking puking and crying. We sorted stuff out. But I still don't feel good about things. I hope it can go back to the way it was. But I don't know if we can while certain people are working there. I just keep telling my sell 3 1/2 years to go. :( it's a sad cause I love my job so much and for some onto make it so miserable for so many people to work in that environment. *sigh*

I am a sad panda :(