It's been a while....

Things have been crazy between family drama and work chaos I just haven't had time or felt up to writing. I have been in a pretty low place. Things have been slowly getting better and if I can make it past Thursday should be smooth sailing! Also we get our new little girl fur baby this weekend! We can't wait she is so little and cute! :) her name is moxxi and she is another mini weiner dog! This time Black and Tan <3 so here is hoping work stuff stays good so I can enjoy some time with her!  Then it's just getting past Xmas with out any more family drama ( yeah right)

Excitment!

We are getting a new puppy! This is so exciting our first dog is like our baby we love him so much! It's gonna be a baby girl mini doxie! So cute! Also lots of changes at work.  Things are very unsure for everyone. We will have to see what comes. Things have a way of working out I hope this is no different.

Merp

Been sick since thanksgiving. I finally have energy again. But my chest hurts so much from coughing so much. Work is stressing me out. Everyone is so stressed. All working agents each other. It's making me sick. I finally snapped last night. One person Is trying so hard and stressed but they keep coming arcorss as pissed off with me. I just wanna go in work and go home. I just wanna be left alone. So when they got mad and raised there voice and said mean things when I asked a question. After they left I freaked out had an anxiety attack started shaking puking and crying. We sorted stuff out. But I still don't feel good about things. I hope it can go back to the way it was. But I don't know if we can while certain people are working there. I just keep telling my sell 3 1/2 years to go. :( it's a sad cause I love my job so much and for some onto make it so miserable for so many people to work in that environment. *sigh*

I am a sad panda :(

Yummm

Well we went for a date night with me and muffin and a close friend we always go the 3 of us to movies and food adventures! So started out at the mall and of course I am still limping so of course I had to fall and I felt a snap but now it's just tender but way less painful. Then we went on to the movies  we went to the family. Then the highlight of the day was going to a Brazilian BBQ! Where they come to the table with big swords of meat. They just came around non stop with diffident meats it was amazing! So yummy! The best was roasted pineapple with cinnamon! I had meat juice on my phone and felt like I was in a meat comma and couldn't move! It was almost a 3 hour meal and it was great food and environment! It was a expensive meal but well worth it! Not something we will be doing often but a great treat! :)

Sewing up a storm!

All most finished my nightmare before Xmas quilt! I love that movie and Tim burton so much! Dropping my car off for a oil change then off to neepawa for a funeral and to visit the in laws.

Holiday!

Today is the start of holidays and it's been super busy already! It's a much needed holiday work has been crazy with all the changes and my back being bad it's been super stressful :/. But I got off work my dr appointment was canceled. We went to the passport office to renew our pass ports then shopping and home to sleep. after I slept I finished a stocking order

My sister in law wanted a mid sized stocking store bought ones are to small and you can get jumbo ones but they are way to big. I hope she likes them :) 

Interesting

I was suppose to hear back from my tests this week if they found anything. I got a call from the second dr I went to see. he isn't the one I was suppose to hear back from. It's very weird. Called him back and he was gone for the day. I asked if I needed to pay for the prescription I got but they said no and I would assume it would not be the dr that would call me for that. So I really don't know why he is calling:/ it makes me very nervous! I guess I will have to try and get ahold of him tomorrow :/

Sooo sleepy

These pills are working but man am I sleepy. I think my body needed it. My hip is still tender but not hurting as much :)

Time off

Work gave me the rest of the week off. They thought my limp was crazy! Went to the dr got blood work done. Am getting X-rays also they gave me anti inflamitory pills and cream. And mad to they work! Besides knocking me out like crazy! I feel horrible having time off.
I love working and feel like I am letting down the team. But I gotta rest and my health comes first 4-5 coworkers and Kirk all have been yelling at me for working to hard. I gotta take this in my own hands. So rest it is tell Sunday when I go back to work.

This guy is gonna keep me company :) love my mater cakes! Xoxo

Just can't stop my self!

Home sick and feeling down :( don't see much of muffin and when we do I feel shitty and one of us is grumpy.  When I feel like this I just can't stop my self! I online shop :/ and I caved I bought a bunch of fabric to make little stuffed zombie doxies and skeletons! Muffin and I talked quick. We are always ok I just feel down.  Here is a throw back to color me rad and me as a sad panda! Just how I feel right now. It's hard to be a sad panda when you are covered in colourful paint :)

Awkward.....

I have been watching the show awkward. It is pretty funny! Speaking of awkward how about friends who only talk about them self and their issues. I know everyone has their days but a few. People I am friends with have been only talking about them selfs and never asking about anyone else's. I am not perfect either but really I could be crushed and they wouldn't notice.  You know who's always there for me and always listens this little guy! <3 and my muffin  but look at this face! <3

Sick day

My back and hip are hurting so bad I left early from work and have my shift covered for tomorrow I hope I feel better by then. I came home and made 3 lasagnas  with zucchini instead of noodles it's sooo yummy now to cuddle my fur baby and relax

It's officially fall!

Fall is here and so is the colder weather! I live fall but my body dose not :(  having fibro and mfps along with other  health issues. Essentially It feels like arthritis in my whole body and the cold makes it flair up. My hip has been  bothering me the past few days. I need to get my orthotics  to help that. My one leg is shorter  from having scoliosis. I got a Halloween gift today! It was so nice :) a bunch of cute things ( mostly $ store stuff but all cute)  anyone else can buy me halloween gifts any time ;)

Pumpkin this and pumpkin that

I made gnocchi for the first time and I am addicted! It's sooo easy! Yumm :) also made pumpkin pie bite crescent rolls and pumpkin donuts. Have i mentioned I love fall! Got my food network mag for the month and wish I had more time to make stuffs from it! Work is taking up so much of my time :/ I also put up some of my halloween decorations today! I have been itching to for weeks!

Love this girl! I want her! Anyone wanna make or buy me a Halloween gift feel free! ;)

:(

Been doing some crafty stuff but mostly been nauseous and dizzy from overworking my back this week at work:( it's hard to sleep when I feel like this so I have been doing some crafty stuff getting ready for Halloween and Xmas

I want to make some of these guys! I need to find some $ store animals to paint up! If not this year next year. I did also buy some fabric for a Halloween nightmare before Xmas quilt! :D I love anything burton! 

Health food for healthy living!

Today we had a launch of our new champain at work. I am so excited for it :) they signed Jamie Oliver and its all about healthier alternatives! We have hormone free meat which is amazing and will have more gluten free options! Which is awesome for me! And also just more healthy and fresh options. As well as educate people on how to use produce like different produce :) I have been saying for years they need this I am so excited! But we all worked 12+ hour days minimum this week! My feet and body are killing me! Time for some r and r in the yard :)

I love our life I love our house and family! 

First time trying hormone free humanely raised chicke. And wow the difference! It's amazing so much more flavour and better texture! I will be buying it more often:)
I have a great size garden(3 actually!) so I get lots of yummy no gmo  veggies. With all my health issues I find the less Frankenstein like food I eat the better I do! I love having a garden and growing what we eat! If I could eat eggs I think I would want chickens but I guess I will just stick with my veggie patch and store bought humanly raised meats!

Woo hoo

I signed up my first epicure consultant yesterday! One of my good friends :) I love sharing my passion for good food and cooking! For those of you who don't know epicure is a Canadian family run business run by a mother and daughter! Woo hoo women power! They have sooo many yummy items that make dinner super easy! Anyone can look like a foodie! And whip up delicious meals everyone will love!

Halloweentown

Halloween is not only my favourite Holiday but it is also our anniversary :) this year will mark 6 years together!
I have been working on Halloween stuff for months already. Now that we have a house I have been working on building and adding to our display :) I am a huge Tim Burton fan and the display is mostly in that style. I am pretty picky about buying things for Halloween as I have a certain style I don't want to buy just any old thing. Last year I made a few items. But because we have moved in only 5 months earlier we didn't have much time. So this year I am determined to make and find a few items to add to it. I know it will take time but I am having a lot of fun in the process! I love sewing and being crafty and Halloween so what could be better then combining the two things :)

Halloweentown banner

Why are people so rude.....

I never understand how people don't understand how to treat people. This one person I know is so rude all the time and everyone makes excuses for it. Oh it's how they were raised or they don't mean it Or don't know any better. I don't believe that for a minute. I don't care how you are raised there is no reason you should be so mean or rude to people. If its cause you are insecure still no reason even worse is you are closing in on 40 you really should have learned social norms for how to treat people.  Specially when everyone has to tip toe around you and your feelings.

Feeling crafty and house wifey today!

It's still early in the day but I have accomplished so much already!  Made 50 meat balls to freeze as well as 2 meat loafs, donuts and waffles :) I also made a bunch of handy sewing kits for stocking stuffers. I kinda went over board and have 5 extra! And I started some work on another project for my halloween display :) now to get ready for a one year olds first birthday! Fur baby is coming with us :) it should be a beautiful family afternoon outside a wonderful end to the warm weather and summer:)

Making a Halloween banner for my display :)